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Meditators have a warped view of acceptance

I sat against the wall feeling overwhelmed.

”Is there a part of your body that feels ok right now?” asked Susan, holding gentle eye contact.

I struggled through the fear and sadness in my chest to find somewhere safe.

“My hips”, I said.

“Ok, let your awareness sink into your hips”, she replied.

“I feel better, but it’s still painful up here,” I said, gesturing to my chest.

“Just hold the awareness down there a little longer”, she said.